It has been a bit overwhelming adjusting to the life of being a momma of 3 small children. With all new things, comes change. The transition process of getting use to that change. And the patience you pray for to get through that process. 

My 2 year old’s new favorite saying is “i do it” and while I admire her willingness, it can be very frustrating to be patient with her while she tries to do everything on her own. 

Today I’m taking strength in her favorite saying.  As I drink barium for the prep of a Ct scan. While I mentally prepare for results I have no control  over. I do it and I can do this and guess what, you have no choice, just do it! Let’s do this. 

And just think, if it’s clear. I get to have this  port taken out.